Restless time & Self realization
My picture expresses the feelings about a specific matter of this time and the surrounding. Which I am passing. To express this (my feeling), I use object of my own choice. I earnestly try to touch this specific time. That feelings sometimes momentary, sometimes long. I want to touch that time.
In fact I am a self centered man when I draw picture. I try to express personal feeling on canvas which is fully sorrowful feeling. That I cant eliminate at any how from me. Sometime this feeling only mine, sometimes maybe debt. A long with everything make my discomfort able and tired. In such situation in so much indecision conditioned.
My feelings which I try to express in visible object cloth is main. Soft and sophisticated character of cloth and different type of shape, huge snake type tine, twisted restlessness and different type deepness of cloth; each shape makes different feelings in me. I try to find similarities in me with the character of cloth and covered role of cloth. The arranged line which I made in the cloth, maybe my psychological complex. It is changed every moments where I find my self.
The character of cloth, makes a kind of feelings of sophistication and sensibility in me which is all time changeable.
A dream or desire of specific determination is also mine. I had to pass such situation when I was slowly losing my existent ability. That feelings is very depressive. That was specifically the different conflict between my idea and personal relation.
Primarily I start to use floor in my work only for the condition which was created by my personal relations I to determine my place. Later more new addition of various events for which suddenly my position seen to get lost. Even it has been in my picture that the object. I choose in one respect, later there are find similarities to another events.
I use floor in picture as an image of my stability which is my desire also. Whose base is not organized at this time. Cloth and floor makes two different feelings in me which is fully contradictory. Over all my inner conflict, hesitation, desire, duality character which I try to express by combining object which I find.
Beside this, I try to over through my inner all sad feelings. Red color is the symbol of that feelings which I use. Sometimes it became blue color.
